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i keep getting drunk in front my friends and breaking down in alleyways beside workmans i don't mean to be drag, i swear i'm not like this i've just been underground and my eye's haven't adjusted is there a point to this if everything ends walk past right where we sat when i was way too drunk to get in i never realize that the grates were so rusted but things are different now my eyesight has adjusted i still can't sleep at night my skins turned pale from lack of light and i can barely see still live on of packs of amber leaf but i haven't grown i'm still an asshole and nothings different i'm still not leaving give me something anything that i can follow i need some better life than this to keep me going i need so help cause i have no idea just what to do three fucking months and all my songs are still about you please put me down punch me in the face i love this town but i really need to leave this place find a little home wait till i grow old swpewing hate on cigarettes and dutch gold
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roll a smoke and come outside i always hope you notice when i'm not alright i live in doubt, now i live in good grief i know the mopes a joke please don't remind me and im screaming i cant stop breathing no ones listening there is no saving me 5 long years in my dreams i'll wake up i'll be free i wont tire i'm still dead spend my life awake in bed
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i keep getting way too drunk telling people who i am telling secrets in the dark lost myself in the techno club could we have a movie night we'll pretend that its alright trashy on 6 cans of gold dont bring up what you were told my friends like when i pass out give them more 2 joke about let me sleep sick to the bone leave me be leave me alone put me down or let me out got nothing to cry about tell me why you feel so down tell me you wont stick around i dont want to tell u lies panicked nervous kind of vibes i have slowly lost my mind i dont care if i dont shine i dont want to lose my friends i dont want to live in sin i dont want to lock my door i dont want to do this again i dont wanna lose you dear i dont wanna live in fear i dont wanna leave my house but i wanna sneak you in
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its not so bad without the feel theres no more friends don't look in their eyes without the feel theres no disguise i wanna run to the ocean i wanna sink in the sand i wanna have lots of money i wanna have lots of friends
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let me lie down shoot me a smile i might pass out but i'd rather not roll you a smoke we can sit for a while we dont need to talk when i crash on yr couch ~and i'm freaking out~ i dont ever want to wake up now you know why im never on time i dont know what got me so fucked but i dont think i ever wanna find out
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[Part I] i've been hiding i've been alone i'm living beside me i've lost all control there are only teeth underneath this bleeding mouth they've been asking me but i can seem to see a way out underwater seas bury me in my own bed long past ordinary swimming round in my own head under the covers - hiding alone no one will find this mope now 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / I / You / Mine / Yours / This / None / No / Time / No / Love / None / Find / Some / Hope / What / Hate / Love / Aint / That / Great / I / Guess / I'm / Safe / Still / Stuck / Self / Hate Yelling / Dying / Falling / Crying / Staying / Leaving / Coming / Grieving / Sinking / Swimming / Sleeping / Sinning / Laughing / Sorry / All / Forgiven I'm in hell and I am screaming no im dead dont call me stephen Where's the joke if i'm still breathing? [Part II] If there's a soul inside it's aching and it's legs are tired theres an empty pool with only broken boards inside it borders of my skin between myself and where i've been i've slowly lost myself in self-destructive ignorance but its cool we're alright we'll get through this even if one of us dies and even if its me that dies i'm just happy you're alive and i'm happy and im alive but just on the outside don't help me please kill me [Part III] i've been dying i die alone underneath the earth my teeth are seeding out my mouth they've been good to me i think they might be on their way out when the empty pools are left to rot well i'm still good and the boards will break and rot away just like they should now as he sits and thinks about his sunken ship our hero leaves all his regret with everyone he's ever met and he is dead but he's been trying since he and the world first met and now he stands to live his life with hollow eyes: "Great Ego-Death!"

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a bunch of tracks recorded between January and mid-April 2015, apart from "great, ego-death" which was written and recorded on the 13th of april

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released April 27, 2015

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